gosh..time passes so fast that it has almost been 2 weeks.
i know its difficult to do this but well..
i do not knw what till happen tomorrow.
tests are coming up very soon.uniten is so crazy that they are putting both important subjects together on the same day.
well telll me which subject is not important in this sem?
chemistry?
physics?
calculus?
damn!!
what more to say about MTAF?a total waste of time and nuisance!
malaysian territorial army?
come on!!get alive!
i am putting myself back into the marching shoes again.
the only difference will probably be UNWILLINGLY this time.
sigh and BIG S.I.G.H!!!
i miss my childhood times.
my highschool time.
okie with the fact that i hope i can carry my license around at the age of 10?
university is definately not as fun as i thought.
it is stressing me out!
quiz?test?attendance?finals?ZOLMAN?!!
arghhhhhh~!!!!
a wish that i have been wishing have yet to come true.
today i sat and wonder myself..
will it even happen?
or just me being naive thinking it will?
only a person can make it all happen.u know who you are!
i really hope my wish can come true.
and i really wish u dont do things that u shouldnt anymore.
thnx babes for being there for me.=).
loving myself more!
p/s: my test is here!and am stressssssssssssssss.
i wan yoga!!
till den.
buzzzing off~!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
wake up baby~!!!
hey.she was not like what people think she was.
now that i realised she was there by your side.
all this while.even u kicked her away..even u left her..she was still there by your side.
and now that i realised she was so silly to even be there.
i convinced her and gave her advise that she shouldnt waste her time anymore.
but she told me she cant do it.
she told me is hard to move on.
can u see?she knows that she is silly and stupid to be there.thats cuz u kept giving her hope.u kept telling her that is not like this and all.why must you?she is not like others that can easily get attached to others and ditch u okie?poor her..
damn you if u read this!
i hate you for hurting my bestfriend!
damn u please realise!
and appreciate her la fool~!!!
eshh penuhnyer anger aku!
now that i realised she was there by your side.
all this while.even u kicked her away..even u left her..she was still there by your side.
and now that i realised she was so silly to even be there.
i convinced her and gave her advise that she shouldnt waste her time anymore.
but she told me she cant do it.
she told me is hard to move on.
can u see?she knows that she is silly and stupid to be there.thats cuz u kept giving her hope.u kept telling her that is not like this and all.why must you?she is not like others that can easily get attached to others and ditch u okie?poor her..
damn you if u read this!
i hate you for hurting my bestfriend!
damn u please realise!
and appreciate her la fool~!!!
eshh penuhnyer anger aku!
Friday, November 20, 2009
hello you~!!
yay!myvi is finally out!!
yesterday had fun driving it..
*happy*
thats all i can say!because the feeling is awesome.
besides that nothing much happened.
enjoying uni life but homeworks and tutorials are making me hate uni on the other hand.
gosh!
and am supposed to atleast study or fininsh up my homework but guess what?i have no moooooooddddddd for that!
going to suffer once monday strikes!!
things are upside leftright for now.
thats all.toodles~!
yesterday had fun driving it..
*happy*
thats all i can say!because the feeling is awesome.
besides that nothing much happened.
enjoying uni life but homeworks and tutorials are making me hate uni on the other hand.
gosh!
and am supposed to atleast study or fininsh up my homework but guess what?i have no moooooooddddddd for that!
going to suffer once monday strikes!!
things are upside leftright for now.
thats all.toodles~!
Friday, November 13, 2009
the broken string
Let me hold you
For the last timeI
t’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
by nelly furtado and james morrison
..................but what i have on you is still the same.
For the last timeI
t’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
by nelly furtado and james morrison
..................but what i have on you is still the same.
there you go~!
yesh yesh!i'll update my blog...
been quite a bad weekend.
gosh..pls help me to go through this,but thank god recently still gt ppl to keep me busy and help me to forget those i am not supposed to remember..
so who u think u're, thank YOU!
stressed up with studies...
emoing with stuffs.
everything just shouldnt come together ler.
im not a very strong person so am struggling like crap now to handle it.
telling myself everyday is a new day!
yes sue reen u can do it!!!
=)
right now i just wish for a hug..=(.
can someone just come to me and gv a warm hug telling me everything is fine?
hmm.....
it will be fine.=)
*smiles*
p/s:i fell in love with starbucks lol pop again!
p/s: UPDATED!haha!
been quite a bad weekend.
gosh..pls help me to go through this,but thank god recently still gt ppl to keep me busy and help me to forget those i am not supposed to remember..
so who u think u're, thank YOU!
stressed up with studies...
emoing with stuffs.
everything just shouldnt come together ler.
im not a very strong person so am struggling like crap now to handle it.
telling myself everyday is a new day!
yes sue reen u can do it!!!
=)
right now i just wish for a hug..=(.
can someone just come to me and gv a warm hug telling me everything is fine?
hmm.....
it will be fine.=)
*smiles*
p/s:i fell in love with starbucks lol pop again!
p/s: UPDATED!haha!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
tell me what should i do.
ahhhh!my coming weekends supposingly to be a very happy one!sadly i doubt it will.the existance of someone has crash everything up.
the tendency of changing poeple's mind is too high!
people has changed in just a split second.
telling me something different but doing something different is a very hard thing to accept.
i felt as if am being cheated for the sake of comfort!
anger has a very high influence too.
is promise really just a word of comfort?
things has became pretty different compared to the last i know u.
yes,people comes and go, money comes and go.what more about attitude right?
am i jealous?
even if i am think about it.why would i?
or i am just worried?
why would i put myself into more thinkings to even worry?
a word can sum up all the long sentences to answer my questions above,
the word is
C-A-R-E.
.simply because i care.
to be honest, i am having a huge fear.is not that i dont trust but things had happened once.and it left a painful deep scar.i guess is pretty normal to have phobia right?
tell me who dont?
YET i still trust.dont u should feel thankful already?
it is very hard to express myself because i have a lot deep in me.
have u ever encounter a situation when what u say is all the truth hoping someone will exactly know what u're thinking about and understands you,encouraging you,telling you everything is fine?
but at this particular point i wish someone would really appear and tell me its alright.and not to tell u "WHY DONT YOU JUST ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES?"
it has been whole day im doing a lot of thinkings and it has lead me to the verge of brain explosion.right now am having a headache and how i wish i can go to reflexelogy or even a massage to relax myself down after a heavy day of thinking.
i missed out alot about life today.be it yours, mine, others.
my ears and eyes sore when i see and hear people doing something so wrong and leading them the the stupiest and dumbiest and foolest and fuckest time of their life.it hurts even more when u try telling them.....
"its wrong my dear child.is not that way.why dont you try doing this way instead?"
and what they do is they turn away and neglect you.deny every single thing of the truth.
the only place i can turn to is my blog.hoping that people will read this and realise who actually care for them and not wanting them to do something so silly and hurt their loved ones.
but i bet the person i hope will understand this will NEVER read this because i dont even know whether he/she knows suereenescape existed.
lets just hope and pray.
i dont want to see you stepping more in and bowing even lower day by day because in my heart you stand high up!
so ask yourself why should u stand so low in other people's heart?
u whined being someone's slave but what u're doing now is being someone's slave.
*sorry if am too harsh*
p/s: i care when no one cares.so stand high up and be a better person!
the tendency of changing poeple's mind is too high!
people has changed in just a split second.
telling me something different but doing something different is a very hard thing to accept.
i felt as if am being cheated for the sake of comfort!
anger has a very high influence too.
is promise really just a word of comfort?
things has became pretty different compared to the last i know u.
yes,people comes and go, money comes and go.what more about attitude right?
am i jealous?
even if i am think about it.why would i?
or i am just worried?
why would i put myself into more thinkings to even worry?
a word can sum up all the long sentences to answer my questions above,
the word is
C-A-R-E.
.simply because i care.
to be honest, i am having a huge fear.is not that i dont trust but things had happened once.and it left a painful deep scar.i guess is pretty normal to have phobia right?
tell me who dont?
YET i still trust.dont u should feel thankful already?
it is very hard to express myself because i have a lot deep in me.
have u ever encounter a situation when what u say is all the truth hoping someone will exactly know what u're thinking about and understands you,encouraging you,telling you everything is fine?
but at this particular point i wish someone would really appear and tell me its alright.and not to tell u "WHY DONT YOU JUST ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES?"
it has been whole day im doing a lot of thinkings and it has lead me to the verge of brain explosion.right now am having a headache and how i wish i can go to reflexelogy or even a massage to relax myself down after a heavy day of thinking.
i missed out alot about life today.be it yours, mine, others.
my ears and eyes sore when i see and hear people doing something so wrong and leading them the the stupiest and dumbiest and foolest and fuckest time of their life.it hurts even more when u try telling them.....
"its wrong my dear child.is not that way.why dont you try doing this way instead?"
and what they do is they turn away and neglect you.deny every single thing of the truth.
the only place i can turn to is my blog.hoping that people will read this and realise who actually care for them and not wanting them to do something so silly and hurt their loved ones.
but i bet the person i hope will understand this will NEVER read this because i dont even know whether he/she knows suereenescape existed.
lets just hope and pray.
i dont want to see you stepping more in and bowing even lower day by day because in my heart you stand high up!
so ask yourself why should u stand so low in other people's heart?
u whined being someone's slave but what u're doing now is being someone's slave.
*sorry if am too harsh*
p/s: i care when no one cares.so stand high up and be a better person!
Monday, November 2, 2009
melaka trip.
tadaa~!!
random shots~
last shot of the day!
liying!
boon kiat
mr lee!
cheese!
boon kiat and william
william and sue reen
liying and me!
melaka was fun!!
while waiting for nyonya food!!
thank god i passed my sem and it was beyond my expectations!!
god,u're the best.
sem break is now officially over..
sem 2 starts.
have to cope up.
have to blend myself in.
have to get used to my new classmates.
have to be whole brand new!!
attached here will be pictures of malacca trip.went there with bie,liying,boonkiat and myself.
had whole lotta fun!!
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